There are many times in my life when I struggle with wanting
to stay in the shadows. I, like many
others, find it difficult to exit out of my comfort zone and do things that scare
me. I had heard this challenge before:
“do something every day that scares you.”
I try to take it to heart. I
don’t necessarily seek out opportunities that I fear, but if one presents
itself (that I feel called to do) I may, with hesitation, say that phrase under
my breath, with a quick prayer, and do it. I know great things
come from putting yourself out there for a noble cause.
Being vulnerable, and open for rejection is not fun but after it is all
said and done I usually find it wasn’t as bad as my very-exaggerated-negative-outcome-worst-case-scenario mind had conjured up.
I know that was a ridiculous description - but I felt it. Many times the blessings outweighed the risk
ten fold and I find myself sitting there wondering why I made such a big deal
about it.
This song was written in response to my often fearful
attempts to share with others something that, to many, seem so
controversial…primarily the gospel…but it can extend to many different areas of
confrontation that I may have felt called to address or accomplish but rather I stand frozen in fear. So, this was
written as my motivator.
“Out of my distress I called on the LORD; the LORD answered
me and set me free. The LORD is on my side; I will not fear. What can man do to me?”
Psalm 118:5-6
This whole chapter is a gem displaying His steadfast love
and I encourage you to read it!
Disclaimer: (get used to this statement) The songs posted are raw and live -no bells and whistles-rough drafts recorded on my iPad with only vocals and guitar.
What have you
got to lose?
Becki J Buescher
God
calls me to do
But
I find I do not
Why
so scared of what is unknown?
Will
I be put down, humiliated, drug through the dirt?
I
cannot sit back in fear
I won’t
back down I want no regrets
If I
missed a chance to speak
My
purpose wasn’t met
Its not
for myself. Not what I have to gain
Its what
you’ve got to lose -what have you got to lose?
Rewards
follow those who take a chance to give
and
risk losing a piece of themselves
Trials
will find me with attempts to bind me
And
cause me to fall
His
promises will stand
When I know the need’s
more but
I’m scared of the door
hitting me on the way out.
For I feel God is near
and He says do not fear
Or lose myself in
doubt
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